I get so caught up in reading, in the power of books- that I need to remind myself to calm down and stop being a crazy about books. I wish more people felt the way I do about reading and letter writing.
So tired. I hope today goes by fast.
The day got much worse
I wish the school day was over already. I am feeling quite blue and my stomach is upset :0( I am hoping that today will get better.
Man oh man, I have never been so sick in my life. I have had a constant fever since Saturday and tonight I’ve been trying to get it down from 103*F so that I can get some sleep. The flu is no joke man!
Sick in Bed
But holding the hand of the man I love. What’s even better is that he knows it, and loves me back just the same way.
Hope is sometimes a terrible thing
I find that whenever I am hopeful about something, I end up being let down by it. And I always tell myself that I need to not get excited about it, or try to regulate my optimism. I hate being let down- its one of the worst feelings. BLAH! On a side note, wedding planning is stressful and it is not exciting like everyone says it is. I love Vencenzo and that’s all I care about. I just want...
Send the Good
Wishing and praying for some good to happen. While I am already very blessed as it is, my career is just bobbling around doing nothing. I am a good teacher, I love teaching, and I know I can do it. GIVE ME A CHANCE UNIVERSE.
People give me crap for having cats. Why is it okay for a person to be a “dog person” and it’s like okay, cool they’re normal functioning human beings. But then when I mention I have cats, they are like,”ew, you’re a cat lady?” I get judged worse than people who dress up their dogs! Cats are clean, quiet, they smell good, they don’t pee on things,...
Seriously need to get it together
I need to exercise, actually try to look nice in the morning instead of sleeping in, and I need to eat better (I don’t eat badly but there’s always room for improvement). If good things on the job front are going to happen for me I need to feel good and be ready for it in all aspects of my life. I hate oatmeal but I am going to work that in my mornings because I get terrible...